Family Bond

In the realms of family there are those so far and so distant

If blood is to be a bond then truthfully we're only half existent

Not so much as a shadow of you remains in my memory banks

I can only draw blanks when I attempt to reminisce our lives if ever together

What we had was nothing - never - turns into thoughts of what we could've had

If we didn't share a dad you and I would simply be strangers

This lost love has endangered the bond of family we can't seem to achieve

So many years have came and went and every day is still hard to believe

That you can't perceive the meaning within a family bond

Is it cause we're not strong enough individuals in this dealing?

Or is it cause we weren't born from the same womb so there's no residual feelings...

I try to be the better of my being and yet we're two magnets of the opposite kind

We can't seem to see each other in a similar light because our hearts are so blind

I simply find myself trying to be the best half I could be

You won't allow me to be a part of your life, completed

Now your children are in the canvas too and to them I'm just a name depleted -

Of it's standings. I know it seems I'm rambling but I just had to share what my mind was on

I hate that we're half siblings and all I aspire to have with you is a better family bond